The Petrus incident from 1982 to 1985 during President Soeharto’s leadership left trauma for some people. Pariyo, a middle-aged man who is now grateful that he was given the opportunity to live, experienced dark times while working as a robber and was almost killed. Another thing with Santuso Waluyo, he had to accept the fact that his brother had to be killed after disappearing for several days. He received news when his brother had been buried by local residents..